well friends, it looks like the sand in my flirt4free hour glass has run out. i have had a tremendous amount of fun and met some incredible people along the way, some of which i hope to continue these friendships with long after this post is written. as with all things in life though, you must close one chapter to begin another. i truly hope that you all have enjoyed my time on here as well and that somehow, someway ya'll have been able to laugh, be educated or be inspired by some of things that i've written and said. my goal is to wake up each morning and try to be a better person and hopefully i have been able to help some of you to do the same.
one thing that i really will take away from this site, other than the friendships, is the ability to now be able to explore my own sexual side some more. before i came on here sex to me was something very 'vanilla' - girls i have been with have just been boring in the bedroom and i have just been too inhibited to try and explore. this place has given me a new mindset and the realization that your sexual side is something that should not only be embraced, but encouraged! i have grown so much in this area and i have everyone i've come into contact with on this site to thank for that, so thank you.
now that my time on here is through, i wanted to take a moment to thank everyone who has been a part of my experience along the way. while i can't begin to possibly list every single person who's had a part of my time on here, i will try and list a few:
kimee - i think it goes without saying that she is one of the main reasons why i have been here as long as i have. even though she is a lakers fan (see - even the perfect women have flaws!), her amazing personality and incredible body are two things which i am thankful i got to know. i have felt blessed to have gotten a chance to know her and thank her for her friendship and caring since the beginning. she is a truly remarkable person and there are going to be a lot of happy people in sin city when she makes the move to vegas next year!
cameron knight - cam is just a truly amazing person and has always been a great time to talk to. her 'no bullshit' kind of attitude has always amused me when i see members start begging her for things. like me she loves music (unfortunately a taylor swift fan, but can be forgiven since her latest crush is kellie pickler) and i even took her pvt one time just to make her sing - lol! her little "eh huh huh huh" laugh and southern accent have always brought a smile to my face and probably will now every time that i hear someone with that southern belle accent and think of her.
saphira - it goes without saying that the reason i even made it to this site was because of her. saphira has a huge heart and an even bigger sex drive! her kindness and friendship have extended way beyond what those of a normal 'cam model' should be and i will forever hold a place in my heart for her.
these three have always been my most visited models, but without going into detail i just wanted to make a quick list of the others who have allowed me the pleasure of spending time with them (in no particular order):
**sheryl, kori taylor, jenna foxx, destiny page, christina cain, brintney james, karlyn, pearla, april marie, scarlett west, jade hope, ama, keandra, britney monroe, alyssa simone, gena gold, loona, kitty fox, brianna banks, vanity valentine, robyn ross, kassie lynn, madison moore, cassandrra, chelsey eden, harley marie, kissy, josette rose, brandi luv, cali v, carla lopez, kate fox, kat phillips, ashlynn kannaelis, victoria stone**
-sorry to those i missed on the list!
alright so this list could be even longer, but to everyone who has ever shared your thoughts or commented in one of my threads - i thank you. if it weren't for you these discussions would never have been as fun and interesting as they are. now to the thank you's:
**gmann, lickau, ozzieboy4u, matt3333, dan_in_florida, d9itl8r, scd2189, suggs, cougar_62, dubyabee, amicu, calibaddboy, hfactor, purgatory, gallodelcielo, invisa-dude, ryangy, discovolante, ourjeffie, stratos, geicogecko, lickkitty, lickyanice, shamwow, windmil, derfrocks5, f1aster, diamondback73**
you guys know how much of an impact you've all had and how much i have value our friendships. i wish you all nothing but the best! i'm sure there have been more that i'm failing to mention so again thank you to everyone.
i will still have my account here and occasionally will check in from time to time, but will no longer be a 'regular'. to anyone wanting to get a hold of me the first four on that friends list have the info you need. thanks again to everyone and good luck in whatever life may bring your way!