one thing that i really will take away from this site, other than the friendships, is the ability to now be able to explore my own sexual side some more. before i came on here sex to me was something very 'vanilla' - girls i have been with have just been boring in the bedroom and i have just been too inhibited to try and explore. this place has given me a new mindset and the realization that your sexual side is something that should not only be embraced, but encouraged! i have grown so much in this area and i have everyone i've come into contact with on this site to thank for that, so thank you.
now that my time on here is through, i wanted to take a moment to thank everyone who has been a part of my experience along the way. while i can't begin to possibly list every single person who's had a part of my time on here, i will try and list a few:
MODELS:
kimee - i think it goes without saying that she is one of the main reasons why i have been here as long as i have. even though she is a lakers fan (see - even the perfect women have flaws!), her amazing personality and incredible body are two things which i am thankful i got to know. i have felt blessed to have gotten a chance to know her and thank her for her friendship and caring since the beginning. she is a truly remarkable person and there are going to be a lot of happy people in sin city when she makes the move to vegas next year!
cameron knight - cam is just a truly amazing person and has always been a great time to talk to. her 'no bullshit' kind of attitude has always amused me when i see members start begging her for things. like me she loves music (unfortunately a taylor swift fan, but can be forgiven since her latest crush is kellie pickler) and i even took her pvt one time just to make her sing - lol! her little "eh huh huh huh" laugh and southern accent have always brought a smile to my face and probably will now every time that i hear someone with that southern belle accent and think of her.
saphira - it goes without saying that the reason i even made it to this site was because of her. saphira has a huge heart and an even bigger sex drive! her kindness and friendship have extended way beyond what those of a normal 'cam model' should be and i will forever hold a place in my heart for her.
these three have always been my most visited models, but without going into detail i just wanted to make a quick list of the others who have allowed me the pleasure of spending time with them (in no particular order):
**sheryl, kori taylor, jenna foxx, destiny page, christina cain, brintney james, karlyn, pearla, april marie, scarlett west, jade hope, ama, keandra, britney monroe, alyssa simone, gena gold, loona, kitty fox, brianna banks, vanity valentine, robyn ross, kassie lynn, madison moore, cassandrra, chelsey eden, harley marie, kissy, josette rose, brandi luv, cali v, carla lopez, kate fox, kat phillips, ashlynn kannaelis, victoria stone**
-sorry to those i missed on the list!
MEMBERS:
alright so this list could be even longer, but to everyone who has ever shared your thoughts or commented in one of my threads - i thank you. if it weren't for you these discussions would never have been as fun and interesting as they are. now to the thank you's:
**gmann, lickau, ozzieboy4u, matt3333, dan_in_florida, d9itl8r, scd2189, suggs, cougar_62, dubyabee, amicu, calibaddboy, hfactor, purgatory, gallodelcielo, invisa-dude, ryangy, discovolante, ourjeffie, stratos, geicogecko, lickkitty, lickyanice, shamwow, windmil, derfrocks5, f1aster, diamondback73**
you guys know how much of an impact you've all had and how much i have value our friendships. i wish you all nothing but the best! i'm sure there have been more that i'm failing to mention so again thank you to everyone.
i will still have my account here and occasionally will check in from time to time, but will no longer be a 'regular'. to anyone wanting to get a hold of me the first four on that friends list have the info you need. thanks again to everyone and good luck in whatever life may bring your way!
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XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
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You have made some good impacts on peoples lives here obviously,you can take that away with you and smile Quote
11/9/09 @ 6:35pm
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Location: Sunny South Florida - with a REALLY cool car :-)
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As usual, you've had a lot to say and you've said it well, and in the end, only you can decide what's best for you. I know I'm only one of many here who wish you the very best in all you do now and in the future, and while it may not be as often as we'd like, please do come back to catch up with us from time to time and let us know how you're doing.
This place can, and sometimes does, change people's lives for the better. God knows it has for me, as you and a few other good friends know. I'm glad to hear that you've gained something positive in your life too from your time here. Like most good things in life, it's all about the people you meet (both in "real" and online) and the relationships you have with them, and you may rest assured that you've been one of "the good guys" here for a lot of other good people.
If you want to, you know where to find me (I guess I'm # 5, LOL...) so feel free to drop me a line any time you want. Quote
11/9/09 @ 6:49pm
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It would be an understatement to say that you are one of the GOOD guys
You are one of the BEST guys that a member or model alike could hope to share time with in a private, or a laugh with in a model's room, or in the forums
Always willing to give advice and lend a helping hand to those in need, or for a good cause.
I know that I've had a hand in corrupting a wish(s) of yours, I'm sure of it
But I hope that all of your wishes from here on out will be granted, cause you deserve it
See you around I hope !
And like I say to every individual that makes me take notice
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Rock on!!!
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11/9/09 @ 10:00pm
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Location: Path to Pearly Gates on Fantasy Island
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It's been a short but excellent adventure communicating with you. I hate good byes - there are so many of late - so fare thee well!
As I have said previously you are a very inspirational person and I hope that whatever path you take will bring you blessings a thousand fold.
I do want to stay in touch. Nos 1 & 2 know how to reach me, but I'll contact them first. I have some ironic news to share with you.
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Best regards
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The good thing is this isn't goodbye and is just the start of a great friendship. I'm very fortunate I had the opportunity to meet you on here and can now consider you a good friend. I know you are going to be very successful and even when you become rich and famous will never forget your friends. You will be missed by all the models because I know how much they like you and respect you. Cheers!
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Though I didnt have chance to know you better - I will remember you as a guy with great posts always.
Wish you all the best!
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11/10/09 @ 7:49am
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Location: In the F4F Archives, Sublevel 5, aisles 71-72
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VIPBrad, DON'T PUT GDIDDY DOWN, DON'T KILL GDIDDY!!!!
::wraps around Brad's leg, tears streaming..::
Don't go, don't take him! I'll be good, I promise, I'll clean up after Gdiddy in the yard, every day. I'll bathe him twice a week so he's not smelly anymore. I'll go to bed by 10 and eat my asparagus from now on. I'll take him for walks when he starts mounting legs and throw pillows..
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In any case take all the skills you've learned here and don't let your inhibition stop you, in your most passionate moments of lovemaking, add some nuts and swirls to that vanilla.. mmm, big swirls, mmm, yeah... are you feelin' it? Yeah, aaaahhh right. Cue the slow 70s porn-funk, a little more bass... yeaah, that's right. Isaac Hayes with some Shafty riffs... you know it's time now. Now read the rest of my post with that down-low Barry White baritone.. not out loud baby, you'll kill the mood.. mmmm, that's right. You did, babe? Now catch this little Gdidd', don't let no vanilla sex stop you from toastin her almonds, you hear? And if the flavor's chocolate, well, you forget about the size of your spoon and you dive right in. Keep it smooth, throw a little mango on it. Mmmmm, yeah, mango. And if your woman wants to bring another banana into the sundae, you tell her, "Oh hell no woman,", because you're a cool cat who always calls her, "woman", you tell her you've got all the banana she'll ever need. Put some whipped cream on it! And don't forget the nuts.. almonds, peanuts, cashews, walnuts, pinenuts.. corn nuts... mmm, aaahh right, that's enough B.White for one paragraph, it's a little creepy now. Once she's satisfied, eight times in a row, it's time to introduce some good old fashioned Flirt4Free-learned skill-sets into the bedroom. Nothing makes sex sexier than a well-timed whisper in her ear, "Now show me your handbra"... and don't forget to promise her waaay more tokens or objects of monetary value than you could ever possibly have if she gives you a little peek in open chat, err, the living room. And that's just when the girl's at home with you. You can't forget the lines. The lines! You'll be the envy of every guy at the bar, "Hey, I'm PlayboyScout2010, err, umm, Greg - want to earn a conveniently rounded $10,000 for a photo shoot?", or, "It's my birthday/I'm shipping off to Iraq/I'm an astronaut and they're squeezing me into the tiny space capsule/It's my birthday again I know, I just said that yesterday but I'm so suave I was born twice - show me your ass/breasts/pussy/inserted toy"... the women you'll take home..
You see? The skills you've learned, the real life issues you've had to grapple with, like what to do if the woman you love is a slightly deluded Lakers fan? I know, I know, a year ago I would've went with kidnap Kobe and lock him away in an abandoned shed in Montana too, but Kobe's superman, he'll just gnaw through his arms and legs and come back on stubs to still earn an average of 38 points and 16 assists per game. Nooo, you learn to cry on the inside and tell her, "Yeah baby, I'm really happy your Lakers are in the championship for the 73rd time" and enjoy the celebratory sex. And you pick up a new sport, like hockey.
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Another forum troll retires to his bridge, and will be notably missed. Just don't forget that the sand in that hourglass falls both ways - when you're ready to teach the next generation of wankers, pervs, lollers, malchicks and droogs a thing or two about class and style, turn the glass over and come back anytime. Quote
Why does there have to be an ending to good things? You are such a sweetheart & I have enjoyed talking with you. Wish you weren't leaving, maybe you'll have a change of heart??
*wishing you the best babe*
plenty of xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoox's
Keep me in mind,
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11/10/09 @ 9:05am
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Location: Moving slowly but surely somewhere sometime
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White lingerie Party for hours
You are 1 of the classy good guys here and share a lot
You noticed as a community many supported your charity
You are on the "Teddy Network" and please stop by with an update Monthly Quote